Paper Wings

Wow, long time no post!! Not that anyone reads this, but still :P

Hmm, what's new? Still no boyfriends - so awkward to explain to people: "So, where's you're better half?"

"Umm I don't have one?"

Plus, I made this pact that if I still had never been kissed by 18 (I turned 17 almost 2 months ago), I would wait until my wedding day. Which may never happen anyways, considering the fact that it seems that guys are not the least bit attracted to me...takes some pressure off of me though, because I can totally dress like a ho witbout worry of distracting any of my Christian brothers haha...not that I really want to dress like a skank or anything though.

God, could anyone dare love me? I never want to have a crush again.

I'll be back with more angsty thoughts later, haha. Or maybe not, because the cuts have been getting deeper lately. We'll see how THAT works out.